[ And yet that still doesn't seem enough for her. She'll always be that miserable mental patient with nothing but her madness. It's what she feels, when the urges of her mother to come back and help them ring in her mind after these years. She frowns when she's a loss for words. ]

I was.

[ That frown grows into a grimace. ]

If that were true, then that idiot wouldn't have used himself as a shield. I won't forgive myself for that. Or not being able to do more when my friends were tossed around in Redgate.