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тнє outsider ([personal profile] extramural) wrote2014-08-04 06:04 pm
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December 4th; Nimh Gleanne - shrine (if this doesn't work, lemme know

[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-07 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Getting out of Reynard's hands and out of the ocean, Alice has been left a little weak, worse for wear, that now she's mustered up some guts to go out of the Barrel, but she doesn't stray too far. It's not long after she wakes, she slips out without saying a word. She instructs Sophie to stay behind and doesn't come unarmed. The vorpal blade back on her, secured with the elven sword, but it may be a little pointless. There's bruises on her face still from Reynard, in addition to her wrists cut up from the bonds.

Alice is tired. She does not come out here for power or request, she comes out here because he's a friend and Alice cares about her friends. She just so happens to put him up above others. With the bones she was collecting (and she does make a point to collect a lot), Alice glances around and goes back to setting up the shrine. She doesn't rise, she sulks forward, tired.

Still tired. She needs to get stronger. ]


Outsider?
Edited (Edits are me more or less just making sure Alice's contacts are going to be correlated on the same day I AM SORRY ;O; I DON'T MEAN TO SPAM YOU) 2014-12-07 06:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-09 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Outsider!

[ Now she is really free, able to talk to her friends. She doesn't worry for the Outsider, for he can take care of himself. Alice has been through a lot. She made an effort to come out here after tracking down each and every friend of hers that she knew had railed against Reynard in some fashion. His sight.

She remembers something off about Berserker, the red mist that covered his eyes, like herself when using the rage box. The outpouring and search for her is mind-blowing; truth be told, she would only expect the Outsider to do so, because she's marked. ]


It's so good to see you.

[ Alice doubles over, quite literally, from excitement. Dumped in the ocean and held for unknown days. She's lost pieces, a sad normal for her. ]

What has happened?

[ She's only heard bits and pieces so far. ]
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-10 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ This has been the most details she's gotten in days. Nothing from Saber or Ganondorf. Lumina was too frazzled and clearly upset when Alice finally saw her. ]

I... I already have. I'm sorry, I did not mean to worry anyone.

[ It gives her comfort to say this no matter how silly it is. She takes a breath -- yes, may. After all, they had taken five shards from Reynard and he had came back with full force. ]

Well, that's politics, I'm afraid. Do you intend to go with them, Outsider? Why does he have his heart in pieces?

[ Is that why he said he felt empty? ]
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-10 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
I could have done more to prevent it, to prevent him gaining what he had wanted. From using me.

[ With the Outsider, so comes Alice being more open and honest, not like everyone else. ]

I wish that your magic wasn't limited, so that I could have the full power of this mark. Nonetheless, it still does serve as a reminder of my resolve.

[ A little ironic to say, considering the blow to confidence she's taken. ]

You mean the cause of all of his power? Do you believe them, Outsider?
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-11 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
But if you weren't limited in Drabwurld, you would be a formidable adversary of him and all powers here.

[ he is, after all, a god. As ironic as it is that Alice does not believe in a god or divine powers in her world, this she can acknowledge of him. Tersely, she glances to her hand back to him. ]

Why do you go, Outsider?
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-11 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Just like the Cheshire Cat.

[ Every so often, he would drop in to give her advice and observe her actions. The Outsider had a better temperament than he did, softer, far more patient. But she doesn't expect the Outsider to act on her behalf, not beyond what he had done so far. Alice find herself rolling her eyes at that. ]

I know. I know. He's delusional, he puts his own child in danger. Did you know she was held against her will like I was? Not only is he delusional, he is a hypocrite. As much as he cares for his child, his actions will make it all that much worse for him. But his actions shan't be invisible to the Seelie and Unseelie queens. Nothing is forever.

[ And she is of the mind that those actions should fall onto individuals, not rulers or a single person, but that's another rant altogether. ]

He used me, used my shard to bring a witch from the grave as I understand it underneath his control. He wasn't successful, was he?
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-11 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
She has?

[ Whether or not he seems to mind, it's enough to startle Alice into gasping,clutching her chest. There had been times in the past little things would set off Alice into anxiety attacks, and it feels like one of them. It's silly, she knows this.

She is already blaming herself for it. She thinks it's her fault. ]


How?

[ Well, Alice has nearly set herself up on a panic attack, she takes a moment to breathe and regain her composure in front of the god of the void. ]
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-11 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ A few more breaths and Alice is pulling her long, dark hair. She's wracked her mind over and over, trying to figure out the skeleton, who it was. She had wondered why her, other than clubbing Reynard with the hobby horse after he had struck Lancelot. She's a shaking mess in front of her friend.

She swallows, frustrated- ]


No one has told me a thing! Other than pieces, pieces of himself are scattered about and nonsense about powers! All the while I've been stuck here wondering what on earth makes me so special other than I can only come to the conclusion that that piss poor excuse of a father chose me for striking him with the knightmare back in Treun!

[ Sorry, Outsider, it is still much more easier to speak to you than anyone else. ]

Maybe I don't want to, I've already been told I cannot come! Nonsense! All of it utter nonsense!
Edited 2014-12-11 06:15 (UTC)
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-11 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Others would deem it far from being uncomforting, Alice was used to being overlooked. In Rutledge, the solution to this would be much more gruesome and cruel treatments for Alice to overcome a panic attack. The outpouring, as sweet as it was, was unusual and Alice felt undeserving. It allows her to have a breather for a minute to regain her composure. Her chest is still aching, sore from everything that has happened.

Her body can't move that very far, so it'll be a struggle going back inside. She nods.

She nods because she agrees. She has found every aspect of this frustrating and it had finally mounted up to her breaking down in front of the Outsider. She just needs to breathe.

Nodding, Alice pulls her head back up with her hand resting over her chest as if that was going to keep the shard in her chest. ]


That sounds so... unproductive.

[ He got it, he understood how that was frustrating and it sounds like it was worse. ]

Then all of this sounds like a fool's errand. If it is not to much, may I ask you something?
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-12 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Does it count as a prayer? She tries not to think of it that way, she sees it as talking to a friend. But if she asked the Cheshire Cat the same thing, she isn't sure that he would comply. So it's worth asking. ]

My friend... I have not heard from him and I fear for him. Sir Lancelot... well- he's called "Berserker", I know he asks to be called that.

[ Alice wipes her tears, attempting to get back on her feet with a little wobble. ]

I worry for him, since he was there on Death's Altar, too. Please... if it is possible, will you watch out for him?
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-12 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's good enough for her; out of everyone her, she worried about him most of all. Of course he would insist he would be fine and that these were his duties.

Too bad both of them were so literal that they mutually ignored those things. ]


Thank you.

[ That at least allows her to breathe. ]

And I will continue bringing you more bones and charms.
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-12 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
Really?

[ A distraction would be lovely; Alice isn't too crazy about being alone with her thoughts right now. ]
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[personal profile] digophelia 2014-12-12 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's another thing she can tack onto her research while being stuck here. In a moment of childish resentment, Alice feels as if she has already given the brush off and given minor things to do while she waits for the others.

So far, the Outsider seems to have calmed her again and it feels more like than just busy work. It's something she can use for her own benefit and others. Still, when would she worry about the rats? He likes her, doesn't he? ]


I will do this for you.

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