[ Getting out of Reynard's hands and out of the ocean, Alice has been left a little weak, worse for wear, that now she's mustered up some guts to go out of the Barrel, but she doesn't stray too far. It's not long after she wakes, she slips out without saying a word. She instructs Sophie to stay behind and doesn't come unarmed. The vorpal blade back on her, secured with the elven sword, but it may be a little pointless. There's bruises on her face still from Reynard, in addition to her wrists cut up from the bonds.
Alice is tired. She does not come out here for power or request, she comes out here because he's a friend and Alice cares about her friends. She just so happens to put him up above others. With the bones she was collecting (and she does make a point to collect a lot), Alice glances around and goes back to setting up the shrine. She doesn't rise, she sulks forward, tired.
Still tired. She needs to get stronger. ]
Outsider?
Edited (Edits are me more or less just making sure Alice's contacts are going to be correlated on the same day I AM SORRY ;O; I DON'T MEAN TO SPAM YOU) 2014-12-07 06:39 (UTC)
[ He has not sound relieved in a long time. He does now, though he is careful not to reach for her; he knows better, after whatever it is she went through. ]
I searched for you. Maglor and Flora helped; we went to the place in the mountains, but you had already been spirited away. And then I went to retrieve you, but you were gone and my eyesight was returned instead.
[ Now she is really free, able to talk to her friends. She doesn't worry for the Outsider, for he can take care of himself. Alice has been through a lot. She made an effort to come out here after tracking down each and every friend of hers that she knew had railed against Reynard in some fashion. His sight.
She remembers something off about Berserker, the red mist that covered his eyes, like herself when using the rage box. The outpouring and search for her is mind-blowing; truth be told, she would only expect the Outsider to do so, because she's marked. ]
It's so good to see you.
[ Alice doubles over, quite literally, from excitement. Dumped in the ocean and held for unknown days. She's lost pieces, a sad normal for her. ]
[ She does not look well, but she is not dying -- no blood from her eyes, no plague like Dunwall. She will recover, and that is what's important. ]
There was a meeting. Not much consensus, but we discovered that the Fox has split his heart into pieces. If we can find the pieces, put the heart back together, we may be able to finish him.
[ May. May is the key word, because while they can find the pieces, they do not know how to actually destroy the thing. ]
Other than that, most everyone was argumentative, concerned with their secrets and power and status and nothing more, as usual. Lumina is unable to lie, deceit having been taken from her by the Fox, and has been quite upset about your disappearance; if you have not contacted her, I would suggest it.
[ This has been the most details she's gotten in days. Nothing from Saber or Ganondorf. Lumina was too frazzled and clearly upset when Alice finally saw her. ]
I... I already have. I'm sorry, I did not mean to worry anyone.
[ It gives her comfort to say this no matter how silly it is. She takes a breath -- yes, may. After all, they had taken five shards from Reynard and he had came back with full force. ]
Well, that's politics, I'm afraid. Do you intend to go with them, Outsider? Why does he have his heart in pieces?
He is strong. Holds powerful magic. I could not stand against him as he is and survive unscathed.
[ It's the same for him, especially when speaking at his shrines where no one can overhear. ]
As do I, my dear. As do I.
I do not think it is the cause of all of his power; some, certainly, but not all. But I do think that with the heart destroyed, he will be much easier to finish.
But if you weren't limited in Drabwurld, you would be a formidable adversary of him and all powers here.
[ he is, after all, a god. As ironic as it is that Alice does not believe in a god or divine powers in her world, this she can acknowledge of him. Tersely, she glances to her hand back to him. ]
Yes. Though if I were not limited, I expect that I would do little against any of them. I am an observer in my own world; far less active than I am here.
[ It's likely he would not have grown so close to her, if he were the same as he is in this world. ]
The Fox's actions stink of an abuse of power. Perhaps raising a third court is truly a good idea -- but I find that I do not like the manner in which he acts.
[ He does not like that the Fox has hurt her, has stolen from him. ]
[ Every so often, he would drop in to give her advice and observe her actions. The Outsider had a better temperament than he did, softer, far more patient. But she doesn't expect the Outsider to act on her behalf, not beyond what he had done so far. Alice find herself rolling her eyes at that. ]
I know. I know. He's delusional, he puts his own child in danger. Did you know she was held against her will like I was? Not only is he delusional, he is a hypocrite. As much as he cares for his child, his actions will make it all that much worse for him. But his actions shan't be invisible to the Seelie and Unseelie queens. Nothing is forever.
[ And she is of the mind that those actions should fall onto individuals, not rulers or a single person, but that's another rant altogether. ]
He used me, used my shard to bring a witch from the grave as I understand it underneath his control. He wasn't successful, was he?
[ Whether or not he seems to mind, it's enough to startle Alice into gasping,clutching her chest. There had been times in the past little things would set off Alice into anxiety attacks, and it feels like one of them. It's silly, she knows this.
She is already blaming herself for it. She thinks it's her fault. ]
How?
[ Well, Alice has nearly set herself up on a panic attack, she takes a moment to breathe and regain her composure in front of the god of the void. ]
They did not explain the ritual. But he is trying to bind her to his service, to make her a thing called a Revenant. Waver Velvet may know more than I do.
[ A few more breaths and Alice is pulling her long, dark hair. She's wracked her mind over and over, trying to figure out the skeleton, who it was. She had wondered why her, other than clubbing Reynard with the hobby horse after he had struck Lancelot. She's a shaking mess in front of her friend.
She swallows, frustrated- ]
No one has told me a thing! Other than pieces, pieces of himself are scattered about and nonsense about powers! All the while I've been stuck here wondering what on earth makes me so special other than I can only come to the conclusion that that piss poor excuse of a father chose me for striking him with the knightmare back in Treun!
[ Sorry, Outsider, it is still much more easier to speak to you than anyone else. ]
Maybe I don't want to, I've already been told I cannot come! Nonsense! All of it utter nonsense!
That is likely why he picked you. Revenge. There is likely no further explanation -- he wanted you to suffer.
[ how not to be comforting 101 ]
They think their secrets will save them. They think the courts are blind to what they do. They think they are so much smarter than all the rest. Pride, again, and while secrets can be beneficial -- in this case, I do not think they are. I think they bind and blind. That you are frustrated is no surprise, for I am as well.
[ Why was the knowledge of Reynard's daughter not public, if he is such a threat? He understands keeping the locations of each heart piece secret, just in case someone is captured -- he and the Brucolac are hard to hurt, and they do not know that about the rest, do not know what it might take for them to talk and say that they know the location of each and every piece. But the daughter? What Reynard wishes to do, even if the sigils are kept secret? (For they are powerful objects, and it is not hard to guess which among the Shardbearers would want them.) ]
Proud fools, each and every one. Their secrets will not save them. Were I capable of it, I would bring you to my side.
[ Others would deem it far from being uncomforting, Alice was used to being overlooked. In Rutledge, the solution to this would be much more gruesome and cruel treatments for Alice to overcome a panic attack. The outpouring, as sweet as it was, was unusual and Alice felt undeserving. It allows her to have a breather for a minute to regain her composure. Her chest is still aching, sore from everything that has happened.
Her body can't move that very far, so it'll be a struggle going back inside. She nods.
She nods because she agrees. She has found every aspect of this frustrating and it had finally mounted up to her breaking down in front of the Outsider. She just needs to breathe.
Nodding, Alice pulls her head back up with her hand resting over her chest as if that was going to keep the shard in her chest. ]
That sounds so... unproductive.
[ He got it, he understood how that was frustrating and it sounds like it was worse. ]
Then all of this sounds like a fool's errand. If it is not to much, may I ask you something?
[ She is not the first broken, beaten prisoner he has come to. She will not be the last. It is often the desperate, the wounded who turn to him -- those abused by power, those who would see it cease to abuse. He was one of them, once, a very long time ago. ]
We were able to discover the information about his heart. That, at least, was- somewhat useful.
[ Does it count as a prayer? She tries not to think of it that way, she sees it as talking to a friend. But if she asked the Cheshire Cat the same thing, she isn't sure that he would comply. So it's worth asking. ]
My friend... I have not heard from him and I fear for him. Sir Lancelot... well- he's called "Berserker", I know he asks to be called that.
[ Alice wipes her tears, attempting to get back on her feet with a little wobble. ]
I worry for him, since he was there on Death's Altar, too. Please... if it is possible, will you watch out for him?
[ That's good enough for her; out of everyone her, she worried about him most of all. Of course he would insist he would be fine and that these were his duties.
Too bad both of them were so literal that they mutually ignored those things. ]
Thank you.
[ That at least allows her to breathe. ]
And I will continue bringing you more bones and charms.
Yes. You can likely find others in various books, as well -- perhaps you will create charms that most do not think of.
They are for minor magics, but even that can be quite helpful. [ See: not getting eaten by rats every time you come to visit. ] It depends on how they are used.
[ It's another thing she can tack onto her research while being stuck here. In a moment of childish resentment, Alice feels as if she has already given the brush off and given minor things to do while she waits for the others.
So far, the Outsider seems to have calmed her again and it feels more like than just busy work. It's something she can use for her own benefit and others. Still, when would she worry about the rats? He likes her, doesn't he? ]
December 4th; Nimh Gleanne - shrine (if this doesn't work, lemme know
Alice is tired. She does not come out here for power or request, she comes out here because he's a friend and Alice cares about her friends. She just so happens to put him up above others. With the bones she was collecting (and she does make a point to collect a lot), Alice glances around and goes back to setting up the shrine. She doesn't rise, she sulks forward, tired.
Still tired. She needs to get stronger. ]
Outsider?
absolutely works for me! <3
[ He has not sound relieved in a long time. He does now, though he is careful not to reach for her; he knows better, after whatever it is she went through. ]
I searched for you. Maglor and Flora helped; we went to the place in the mountains, but you had already been spirited away. And then I went to retrieve you, but you were gone and my eyesight was returned instead.
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[ Now she is really free, able to talk to her friends. She doesn't worry for the Outsider, for he can take care of himself. Alice has been through a lot. She made an effort to come out here after tracking down each and every friend of hers that she knew had railed against Reynard in some fashion. His sight.
She remembers something off about Berserker, the red mist that covered his eyes, like herself when using the rage box. The outpouring and search for her is mind-blowing; truth be told, she would only expect the Outsider to do so, because she's marked. ]
It's so good to see you.
[ Alice doubles over, quite literally, from excitement. Dumped in the ocean and held for unknown days. She's lost pieces, a sad normal for her. ]
What has happened?
[ She's only heard bits and pieces so far. ]
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There was a meeting. Not much consensus, but we discovered that the Fox has split his heart into pieces. If we can find the pieces, put the heart back together, we may be able to finish him.
[ May. May is the key word, because while they can find the pieces, they do not know how to actually destroy the thing. ]
Other than that, most everyone was argumentative, concerned with their secrets and power and status and nothing more, as usual. Lumina is unable to lie, deceit having been taken from her by the Fox, and has been quite upset about your disappearance; if you have not contacted her, I would suggest it.
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I... I already have. I'm sorry, I did not mean to worry anyone.
[ It gives her comfort to say this no matter how silly it is. She takes a breath -- yes, may. After all, they had taken five shards from Reynard and he had came back with full force. ]
Well, that's politics, I'm afraid. Do you intend to go with them, Outsider? Why does he have his heart in pieces?
[ Is that why he said he felt empty? ]
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[ He respects her opinion far more than... well. Most of those who had been there.
Plus he'd had to interrupt like three times to ask questions. ]
I intend to find the pieces, if nothing else. It is some magic, something to prevent him from being killed, I believe.
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[ With the Outsider, so comes Alice being more open and honest, not like everyone else. ]
I wish that your magic wasn't limited, so that I could have the full power of this mark. Nonetheless, it still does serve as a reminder of my resolve.
[ A little ironic to say, considering the blow to confidence she's taken. ]
You mean the cause of all of his power? Do you believe them, Outsider?
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[ It's the same for him, especially when speaking at his shrines where no one can overhear. ]
As do I, my dear. As do I.
I do not think it is the cause of all of his power; some, certainly, but not all. But I do think that with the heart destroyed, he will be much easier to finish.
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[ he is, after all, a god. As ironic as it is that Alice does not believe in a god or divine powers in her world, this she can acknowledge of him. Tersely, she glances to her hand back to him. ]
Why do you go, Outsider?
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[ It's likely he would not have grown so close to her, if he were the same as he is in this world. ]
The Fox's actions stink of an abuse of power. Perhaps raising a third court is truly a good idea -- but I find that I do not like the manner in which he acts.
[ He does not like that the Fox has hurt her, has stolen from him. ]
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[ Every so often, he would drop in to give her advice and observe her actions. The Outsider had a better temperament than he did, softer, far more patient. But she doesn't expect the Outsider to act on her behalf, not beyond what he had done so far. Alice find herself rolling her eyes at that. ]
I know. I know. He's delusional, he puts his own child in danger. Did you know she was held against her will like I was? Not only is he delusional, he is a hypocrite. As much as he cares for his child, his actions will make it all that much worse for him. But his actions shan't be invisible to the Seelie and Unseelie queens. Nothing is forever.
[ And she is of the mind that those actions should fall onto individuals, not rulers or a single person, but that's another rant altogether. ]
He used me, used my shard to bring a witch from the grave as I understand it underneath his control. He wasn't successful, was he?
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[ And now he sighs. ]
Secrets. It is pride that makes these plans the most likely to fail, far more than the Fox's cunning or magic or traps.
As for the witch- it is my understanding that there were complications in his plan, though she has risen. She is the daughter of Alyosha of Redgate.
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[ Whether or not he seems to mind, it's enough to startle Alice into gasping,clutching her chest. There had been times in the past little things would set off Alice into anxiety attacks, and it feels like one of them. It's silly, she knows this.
She is already blaming herself for it. She thinks it's her fault. ]
How?
[ Well, Alice has nearly set herself up on a panic attack, she takes a moment to breathe and regain her composure in front of the god of the void. ]
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[ no one tells him anything :( ]
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She swallows, frustrated- ]
No one has told me a thing! Other than pieces, pieces of himself are scattered about and nonsense about powers! All the while I've been stuck here wondering what on earth makes me so special other than I can only come to the conclusion that that piss poor excuse of a father chose me for striking him with the knightmare back in Treun!
[ Sorry, Outsider, it is still much more easier to speak to you than anyone else. ]
Maybe I don't want to, I've already been told I cannot come! Nonsense! All of it utter nonsense!
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[ how not to be comforting 101 ]
They think their secrets will save them. They think the courts are blind to what they do. They think they are so much smarter than all the rest. Pride, again, and while secrets can be beneficial -- in this case, I do not think they are. I think they bind and blind. That you are frustrated is no surprise, for I am as well.
[ Why was the knowledge of Reynard's daughter not public, if he is such a threat? He understands keeping the locations of each heart piece secret, just in case someone is captured -- he and the Brucolac are hard to hurt, and they do not know that about the rest, do not know what it might take for them to talk and say that they know the location of each and every piece. But the daughter? What Reynard wishes to do, even if the sigils are kept secret? (For they are powerful objects, and it is not hard to guess which among the Shardbearers would want them.) ]
Proud fools, each and every one. Their secrets will not save them. Were I capable of it, I would bring you to my side.
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Her body can't move that very far, so it'll be a struggle going back inside. She nods.
She nods because she agrees. She has found every aspect of this frustrating and it had finally mounted up to her breaking down in front of the Outsider. She just needs to breathe.
Nodding, Alice pulls her head back up with her hand resting over her chest as if that was going to keep the shard in her chest. ]
That sounds so... unproductive.
[ He got it, he understood how that was frustrating and it sounds like it was worse. ]
Then all of this sounds like a fool's errand. If it is not to much, may I ask you something?
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We were able to discover the information about his heart. That, at least, was- somewhat useful.
[ Hopefully more than somewhat. ]
Of course, my dear.
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My friend... I have not heard from him and I fear for him. Sir Lancelot... well- he's called "Berserker", I know he asks to be called that.
[ Alice wipes her tears, attempting to get back on her feet with a little wobble. ]
I worry for him, since he was there on Death's Altar, too. Please... if it is possible, will you watch out for him?
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[ He has not spoken to him since, though the Outsider remembers seeing him on the battlefield outside Maupertius. ]
I will, if I can.
[ Because she asked. ]
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Too bad both of them were so literal that they mutually ignored those things. ]
Thank you.
[ That at least allows her to breathe. ]
And I will continue bringing you more bones and charms.
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[ Something to keep her busy, something to make her feel useful. ]
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[ A distraction would be lovely; Alice isn't too crazy about being alone with her thoughts right now. ]
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They are for minor magics, but even that can be quite helpful. [ See: not getting eaten by rats every time you come to visit. ] It depends on how they are used.
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So far, the Outsider seems to have calmed her again and it feels more like than just busy work. It's something she can use for her own benefit and others. Still, when would she worry about the rats? He likes her, doesn't he? ]
I will do this for you.
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